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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
be holy for I am holy.
dumped my cards n whole lot of other stuff. smelly burning them.
fasting psp since yest.
i can feel it. though feelings are rarely accurate indicators, but not so when u feel how i feel now.
the prodding. it just feels as if i have hit a lid. A lid which lets me feel what is happening on the other side, feeling the heat and the power.
yet the access to the other side is closed. but so much within reach, so much closer. feels as if i can almost be standing next to God, or at least wat God has placed 4 me. a great promise.
never have i thought much of my gifts. mainly because i didnt really know which one was the 'main' one. too much sins and temptations cover me, distracting me.
the lid is about to be lifted. (and i will explode due to overwhelming power. kidding. (: )
Show me. let me give my all, anything tat is weighing the lid down.
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closer i go, the more i lose, the better i become, the power i feel.
not power to create great miracles nor power to move mountains nor power to make everyone around me feel God. but power to lead a holy life, free from stuff devil throws at me.
the devil's chaingun looks like a supersoaker now. bullets now feel only like strong squirts of water.
i will fight you. watever u throw at me. no more sin no more strongholds no more depressions, no more discouragement.
i need a waterproof coating on my armor.
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