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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
how bad can being sick be to your mental state? very bad.
mon => cold + sore eyes = irritated with everything else in the world
tues => sore eyes = fear of others judging
wed => sore eyes + headache = selfish state
weird feeling now. too much freedom maybe. got 3 days mc. not really enjoying it. maybe i am spending this time rather aimlessly. trying not to get all the illnesses get the better of me.
nor let the devil get the better of me.
was rather regretful of some things which i shldnt have said. tongue is a great fire indeed, restless, uncontrollable. but if only i could be more conscious of wat i was doing. but even so, would it make any difference?
i struggle. perhaps i am defeating myself. or letting the devil use me to defeat me. thinking too much and too far.
relying on His Word and prayer would be much easier. but will i?
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