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Friday, September 15, 2006
i feel guilty. this blog looks so abandoned. but i am glad i didnt abandon God. :D
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cut my hair bald again for the very last time. final time. no more bald me. one last time just for POC. tahan..tahan.
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had the DREADed SOC in the last few wks.long sleeved uniform plus 32 degrees celsius temp = burning skin, chao tah me.
BURN BURN BURN!
could feel the heat of the sun burn on my skin. yikes. Praise God for tolerance and clarity of mind.
mind over body? mind strong in God. mind does not let body cause it to be disturbed.
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06091987-07091987
Exercise TS.
realised how great anger can boil up so quickly at the slightest irritation from the most unlikely source. glad that it all stayed in my mind and blew over b4 i made any foolish move. self expectation on others again?
08092006
got my ippt GOLD finally. my legs recovered for me to run again. became fitter after all the SOC also. pretty funny really, cos i didnt mind not getting the award as compared to how much i wanted it b4 i surrendered it to God. guess when u begin to give your life to God,even in the small things, He blesses u even more than wat u dreamed to get.
believing Jesus will carry me during the last 2 rds was why i didnt give up.
if i can run the race of my life towards God while focusing on Jesus, why cant i run this 2.4km n let Jesus be my strength mentally?
12092006
POC loh. no more SOC,IPPT,marching,singing,pullups,AGR,pain,torture,standby,trainee life.haiz. how? havent reach out to all of them yet.
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got my new toy at a very steep price. spent all of my pay. :( ceramic white psp. :Di must stop fiddling with it liao. invest it in things more worthwhile.(like seeking God)
say say say no action.. = NATO (no action talk only)
faith is dead without action.
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