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last day. tuesday 4/4/2006. cake presents pizza cards farewell wellwishers.
drop rush break panic chiong mark handover come back again.
why dun i feel anything? has my heart become cold, i ponder.
the seat in the room the colleagues the office the work the laptop the papers the long hours the marking the late nights early mornings the scolding the fun the closeness the beginning the steep learning curve the familiar the uncertainty the stress the prayers the pleas the confidence-building the desperate cries the boldness the taking up the speaking up the confiding the surrender the molding the vessel used the salvations the asking the light the direction the movie of the door the ultimate plan the 160.
imperfect used for a perfect plan. what more can i say but bow down and exclaim. how shallow and nearsighted i am. how inward and faithless.
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. He never gives us more than what we can bear.
The question is, are we taking it up to face it? or choosing to run away from it?
each step though slow & puny and at times difficult, but with many of such steps we will cover over vast land.
but so to say let our every step be guarded in the Word, firm and steady. as we focus on our end in God's hands.
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