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Monday, September 26, 2005
in school now..4th period of my 5 period break. 3 period lesson got cancelled.
fire drill at school. hot weather. was standing in the field sweating, listening.
haiz. blew up big time yesterday. Sorry pkk and zx..didnt mean it..just tat my mum was putting pressure on me to switch off the comp and all tat. Sorry guys. Was looking forward to the movie and the fellowship but suddenly all the minor matters that cropped up in between got to me.
sch lib isnt such a good place. supposed to be quiet.
love was the answer. i had to show love towards them. but how? sat's sermon taught me quite a bit. it seemed to be the perfect answer to letting them get a glimpse of the love which He has given to us. i guess i just have to try. and stop distancing myself from them unconsciously sometimes.
school's getting meaningless. not that sch's bad or the lessons are bad..i love school..just that i feel it will be better that i stay at home to revise than waste time - 5 period breaks. guess i better run along to read textbooks. and stop blogging.
was fuming a bit this morning..small stuff..managed to regain control..getting pretty bad sometimes - anger management.
Its a choice whether u want to be angry or not. Make a choice not to.
Pray that i really will remember this. guess its the stress that is getting to me. long hours of study really killing me..wonder how people can do it without God. i cant i know for sure. :D
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