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Monday, September 19, 2005
exhausted yet high, confused yet clear. finally over..pretty glad though i noe things wont really turn out pretty..cant help it. its a long long story..wont harp on it though..no point..
busi day today..last paper bio paper 3. pretty all right..just felt wasted i didnt really finish studying for it..nevertheless praise God for the type of questions tat came out..minimized the impact of me not finishing studying.
slept like 3.5 hours in the aftnoon..was good..felt human again. nvr good to lack slp. it kills.
it was and is and ever will be. Yet i chose not to. Time and again.
no, not to, u cant, not this time, there's no way.
why? why must i resist?
There is only one way. ONLY ONE. but yet i still cannot accept it.
have to sort it out once and for all. no more rollercoaster rides. only one way.
Surrender, the only way out. Look not to the left or to the right.
only His promise is eternal and true.
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