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Saturday, August 06, 2005
it has been 4 months ya since i last posted. :D decided to switch over cos i was getting sick of my old blog..not as in the posts but the design..:)
haiz..many things have happened in my life. Sad, happy, torturing. But it doesnt really matter anymore. Cos now i understand.
It was the Lord Jesus Christ trying to wake me up.
It wasnt until like one month ago until i fully grasped the fact. I was walking aimlessly around 4 1.5 years of my JC life.
But you got into SA and even took triple science, flunked them all. U loser.
Strived so hard for ya CCA and flunked it too. U loser X 2.
The World frowns at your failure. U ARE WORTHLESS. INFERIOR! THERE IS NO PLACE FOR U!
But it was worth it. God would say. And i understood.
The only way to life is thru Him.
And he who tries to hold on to this world will lose his life.
U must lose your life to Christ so as to gain it.
Amen.
Its simple truth yet i was blind and deaf. i couldnt sense wat was happening. God was trying to tell me. But i couldnt listen, couldnt see.
He had to bring me down. He had to do it. It was part of his plan 4 my life. And i praise Him, Thank Him 4 that. Hallelujah.
Now i understand. it was tough getting through the failures. But now i found my first love for Him again.
In Him i have strength, hope and love. Lord lead me. Only u alone in the first place of my life. and will be 4ever more.
Prelims for A levels in 3 weeks..havent really started much..Praying that i can have the diligence like last time in studying. Or better.. have to make use of the last chance to catch up.
God left a way out. And i have to grab it. This time do it the right way. With Him.
C6FOOO--->?????
My prayer. God help me.
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